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Stab Stab Stab

to all the people that insisted I update my MSN Space, curse you. and to all the people that told me to update my MySpace, curse you too.

I just spent a whole TWO HOURS trying to type out a post on MSN Space, and the stupid thing REFUSED to publish..*curse curse curse, stab stab stab*...

Sigh. Oh yes, notice to all the people that read my blog, I might be moving it to Xanga because Xanga's way easier to handle and I love it so much. But I'm not sure yet. I might, and I might not. =)

Anyway, I haven't been doing anything after the exam, except playing the piano for three days straight (practically) and lazing around. I went to school on Wednesday and boy was it a bundle of laughs. Christina and I have yet to get started on the Jazz Chant thingie...whatever it is. Everyone seems to be spending a large amount of the six hours in the toilet. tee hee hee.

Choir practice is very hectic now. We have three hours of Mr. Mark Beau de Silva, our director for the upcoming musical, and he really knows how to work all of us out. I don't even need to go to the gym for a workout now. Despite the fact that the main characters are supposed to be doing all the acting, Mr Mark has managed to get all the choir members involved in the acting stuff too. So far, my roles consist of choir member,scary tree trunk, townsperson, scullery maid, and the ever famous goblin. Working with Mr Mark has been a whole new experience and I'm glad that we've been given the opportunity. He makes us do loads of stupid stuff, and we're not allowed to laugh. Did i mention we're supposed to sing as well as do the stupid stuff? yeah. its challenging but good training. not to mention good workout. hehehe.

aaanyway, its nearly breaking fast time (what am I talking about, there's a whole hour to go)...so I'm going to ciau..

till next time!

Independent - Draft One.

I was busy swooning over Ian Chow's songs Don't Say(I'll Be There) and It's Okie a while ago, and then I decided to write this.

Independent by TSAB 06

I can only count on you for so long,
And after that I will have to be gone,
Far and away to start my own life,
To face all the hardship and strife...

You can only care for me for a while,
And then we will have to be separated by a mile,
And no matter how much you may sigh,
The time will come for us to say goodbye...

*freeze*

couldn't think of anything after that. so yeah.

FREEDOM!!!!!!!!

its over its over its over!!! lalalalalalallalalaalallala!!!

Today, we went around shouting "ITS OVER!!" and "FREEDOM!!" at the top of our lungs and then strode across the field singing (out of tune and very very loudly) We Are The Champions, guitar jeng jeng jeng and all..*sheepish grin*

Aah, it feel sso goooood.. WOOO HOOO!!!

It Is Now Officially Safe. Kinda.

woo hoo~!!!

eh, if you think the exam is over, you are SO wrong...=P. I've sat for the "crucial" papers already (Maths, Science, Agama, History) which are the ones that I was(am) most worried about, so yah. yay yay dah habis...wheee~!!

only two more papers to go, Living Skills - Home Economics and Geography and I can do the whole laungan merdeka thing with my friends. In fact, we're already planning on standing in the middle of our school field and throwing our hands up and surrendering to God. Provided it doesn't rain. And the haze clears up. And we remember. And the field isn't too muddy so we don't ruin our "very clean and sparkly" school shoes.

I have this theory that I'm going to ponder on now - the "haze" that is literally fogging up KL is actually laughing gas. Honestly, after my friends and I inhaled it today, we couldn't stop laughing and goofing around. It was so funny yet so not funny at the same time. We even stifled a couple of giggles during the exam. Or are we just slowly slipping into insanity?? To those of you who are worrying that I didn't give my 100% focus in the exam, quit worrying. The stifling of giggles only commenced 15 minutes before the exam ended, after I checked, double-checked and triple-checked my paper. Ok!?

To Kak Lisa(in reply to your comment on the breadsters' blog) - I HAVE BEEN STUDYING! =P

To the breadster - well considering I never actually did any of the soalan ramalan I wouldn't know, but I know that whatever I studied thoroughly(read - SIRAH) and all the "ramalan PMR" thingies that I have been reading did NOT come out. Zilch. Nada.

To you (you know who you are) - I am definitely going to call you up, and for some reason I predict something more than just free makan *heavy heavy hint...* muahahahhaa *evil laugh*

in case anyone is wondering, the "haze" effect hasn't worn off yet. So I'm still a bit mad. or insane. whatever.

Stay tuned! (next predicted blog post - Friday, the day it ALL ends!!!!!!!!)

......muahahahahahahhahahaha!

Day One

well, i'm back from day one of PMR. I'm starting to wonder, what's the point of making us study and re-study 3 years worth of work if you are only gonna pick a couple of topics to test us on?? and what in the world does Soalan Ramalan PMR exist for if they aren't even accurate(half the time)?? I tell you, when today ended, i felt like a complete idioto...honestly.

Had one almost fatal accident during Bahasa Melayu Paper 2 today. The tip of my correction tape(which is the most important part...because its the roller, so without it the whole gadget is practically useless) decided to part with the rest of the correction tape. Or maybe it was just me applying too much pressure on it. Anyway, I had to quickly (very quickly) re-assemble the whole thing back together again, and thankfully I managed (Thank You God..)

just so you know sister in law, orang miskin didn't come out for Agama. tee hee hee. Actually, I expected more on the Sirah part of the paper (because they usually have at least three Sirah questions and I usually lose marks at this area therefore i studied my Sirah alot..) but there were only two questions. That just teaches me not to keep chanting karramallahu wajhah* under my breath two hours prior to the exam and study other stuff too. Sigh! the next person that comes up to me and says "trials are actually harder than the real thing la" is really gonna get it from me.

All in all, the day was pretty good yet pretty bad, but when I saw the amount of SMSes I got from my friends (and one very sweet yet funny one all the way from Saudi that was not from any of my friends but from the domestic goddess herself...) and the short but thoughtful blogpost by my sister in law(or my brother, whichever. one of them anyway.) the urge to throw myself to the wall seemed to subside. So, thank you wonderful people that managed to brighten my day, and all I can pray for now is an examiner who would be in wonderful spirits and would like nothing more than to give me wonderful marks for my papers. har har.

Stay tuned.

*karramallahu wajhah is the title given to Saidina Ali Al-Khattab(pls say i got that right) by Allah because he(Saidina Ali) never prayed to statues and monuments etc. so basically, karramallahu wajhah means pure face (or wajah yang sempurna...whichever way you look at it.)

#%$#@!%@#

its coming. and its getting nearer, and nearer and nearer... AAAAAAA!! *freaks out and hides under covers*

*breath*...its fine. i can do it. saya boleh. wo khe yee.

Bright Side = it'll be over before i know..(says some people)
= when its over, i can torment my juniors...yeas yeas yeas...
= i have things awaiting me after its over..
= no more studying...yeaaa..

Work hard sheril, only a couple more days..come on, you can do it. you know you can. concentrate. breathe in, breath out..yes...breathe sheril..there's no need to freak out. just breathe. yes, breathe.. inhale, exhale...perfect.

Changes

i couldn't help but notice how much things have changed around me. I guess sometimes you get so caught up in the present and the future you don't even notice these things. Or do we notice, but just refuse to care?

despite my lack of free time, i took a moment to think about the changes that have been undergoing in my life, even the little things. my perfectly straight hair (that's starting to get bushy at the end again), my lack of growth in height, and not just all these physical things, even myself. My teacher told me the other day that I have changed alot since last year. I was shocked. I don't think i've changed that much. She told me I'm more positive now and that I used to channel alot of negative energy. I don't know if she's right, but maybe she is.

Things change so quickly that even before we're able to express how we feel about it, or even react to it, its already sunken in, and all we can do is accept it. The world's moving so quickly we don't even notice that things are changing. That we're changing.

Busy & Bored

heya..sorry, been very busy. Studying. you know how it is...

I'm going through this part of my life where i have to learn to balance both my priorities. Choir and PMR are constantly clashing with each other. but i can handle it. i'm handling it. Just glad PMR will be over soon...(bleagh, it hasn't even started yet)..

I'm starting to lose my interest in blogging. i mean, what have i got to blog about?? my life isn't all that interesting anyway.
sigh..bored bored bored..

Token Of Appreciation

I love my parents. I really do love my parents.

On Wednesday, the eve of Merdeka, I was given 5 free tickets to Sunway's Surf Beach for the Merdeka Celebration...and my mom wouldn't allow me to go without adult supervision. My friend, Piggy Tanisha had already planned on coming along. So with a couple of unsuccessful attempts in finding a chaperone...I begged my parents to go with me. and even though it wasn't exactly their cup of tea, they both agreed.

Despite having to go to Pig's house to pick her up, and jam all the way to Sunway...they still went with me...and even though I wasn't allowed to run loose like a moron...They cut me aLot of slack..

So thanks ma, thanks pa...i love you all, and pig and I had a blast...Muax muax muax..!!

my parents rock!! and i wouldn't trade them for anything!